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* The Out Come Of What You Wish For Will Never Be The Same In LIFE

* Faced & Accept The Fact Never Run Away From Them Once You Run Away You Have Lost Your Greatest Battle In Life & There Will Be No Return . There Is Only Room For Improvement . If You Choose Not To Faced It Your Will Be A Failure In Life 4Ever

* This better to have fought and lost, than to never to have fought at all. A man Or A Women can fail many times, but he isn't a failure till he gives up. Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly .

Thursday, November 03, 2005

The Girls i wish to be with 4EveR>

This Girl which i love is a special 1 to me her name is Jasmine .for her i am willing to give up anything for .I know her very long it was last yr i Express my love for her jus as she has been broke up with her BF for couple of month but he kept coming back to pester her.But when i shoot the news to her i think she was shock for a moment bec of that she did not contact or msg me and finally she give me a call asking if i would like to join her for lunch .when i heard the news i cannot believe my eyes and i was in cloud 9 and i slowly getting close to know 1 another more .And when she was sad trying to overcome her EX-BF and the past feeling i was there to talk to her to confort her through out the whole process and i notice that she is a girl who is very blur about thing and sometimes i will be havig ahard time trying to talk her out and during that sad period everytime she call me i will rush to find her talk to her and than bring her to those place she would find her favourite food in Potong Pasir the hawker center that sell very nice BBQ CHICKEN WING and nice fish balls noodle previously their stall was @ lao pa shar and during the period when they are renovating it they move to potong pasir and she have a happy meal after long cry and than i know my feelings for her is getting strog and i discover that i have fallen in love with her and soon we begin to go out shopping and watching movie etc and until they day she went into poly she started to dye her hair and many changes happen i even accompany her to this Atom in orchard famous for their hair cutting skill many magzine report say that their style are more to the jap so she call me and ask me to accompany her so i did i go with her after her hair cut she think its not nice than we proceed to Bugis the Soon saloon if i am not wrong to get her hair cut again and dye haha that time was the most cute side of her when she is doing alot of things to her hair and soon thing change as she could not get over the feeling of her Ex-BF and she started to go to pub to get herslef drunk and etc and Ever since than i will cook something for her to bring is to school as breakfast and she seems to like it alot so i did that of quite a long time and i stop as i have some sch project to commit and the most is i call and talk to her or call her in the morning to chitchat with her all the way until she reaches school .sometimes i know sh likes grapes i would buy 1 kg of grapes and peel the skin for her and pack it inside a container jus for her to eat .but somrhow i notice there is a suddenyl change in her 16-Oct-2005 in the morning when i login to msn she msg me that she miss the pass when i am with her bring her to dinner and etc and called me "Dear" i was stun for a while and i ask her what happen and she say her Ex-Bf came and beat her up again and ask her get out of his sight BITCH !and i was shock he beat her up again as Even she is angry i let her scold me beat me but i never fight back nor lay a hand on her and there is where my first tears is shed than iwas think if she has accept me as her BF but sad case after a few days she change again she become very Cold to me and i felt sudden lost what has happen to her so i msg her on 19-Oct-2005 mid night i ask her if she is willing to be my GF as i am ready from her and the next morning she reply me Give me 1 week to thing about it and than i say OK but thing slowly getting more lost for her and i discovered i try to type a letter out on sun day mid night telling her that she no need to give me an answer as i noe she is confused of what she wan so i say its ok i will jus wait for u when u r ready u can give me an answer anytime and in a week she seems to be back .But the reason why she always ask me to accompany her to pub but i decline is that i d wan to spoilt her beautiful and cute image of her in my heart thats why i decline so after that she has many nites cannot get to slp i also d dared ask her why .but recently she show me a pic of a guy and her taking pic when i saw it i suddenly my heart Broke into pieces and she tell me if he is good i tell her yes he is handsome but at that guy pic he give me the impression that he is a playboy .And i maybe is that i d have time to accompany her to shopping etc that is why she choose to be with him and i remenber that i tell her i am goin germany to have a course is fast 6 month the whole thing will end if not i will take me 1 yrs or so to finish everything and she say in msn u d wanna me le ah than who will cook and pamper her and @ a sec there is a glimps of light in me but when @ nite i saw another new pic of her and the guys my brain was blank . And i think maybe i was not good enough to be her BF as she is so pretty and me is jus a average looking guy and the guy might be studying the same poly as her he got all the time with her etc or maybe i am not good enough .As i have to Earn my own income for my own and not time to accompany but i have distributed my work to my partners now i am free from work for a long time And until now i am very lost and could not get to slp and it was 4Nov2005 4:49 am still thinking .should i jus Disapper from sg for a while or .... to me she is everything without her i got no goal and aimless and think back all that i have done for her is nth and i felt very very sad and disappointed .The Qns kept fly aorund me why she cannot give me an answer and yet she could give him am i begin play out in this thing Call LOVE as my pervious incident i have been playout by 3 gals before her i give them ever thing they requested bec they notice my weak point for them i can do anything or give them anything they desire and its take me 5 long yrs to recover from these nightmares ,i say mummble to myself could this kind of thing happen to me again no it cannot be if this reali is true i d no what will happen is this impact will give me it might take me 10 yrs to heal and than i think if this goin to happen i think i will stay single forever than like angelina joline adopt kids to kill her loneliness and to let her set a goal so i did i have adopt an china kids 2 years old she is a gal very cute i even plan maybe a few more yrs later i will fetch her to come stay with me i will provide her everything to the best and fullest as i cannot provide it to the gal i love most in my life .but never give up hope on her i will fulfill the promise i give her if after 9 yrs no reply from her i will totally give up on her and my status will be single till my hair turns grey i have to accept the fact that has happen .what can i do nth i am jus like a maid to her maybe or no one i d no alot of time i trying to talk her out i burst into tears i normally d shed tear easily but this time i d no why even my friend ask me what happen to u u have change i say did i they ask me what happen i jus say nth jus too tired from all those work ,studies stuff like that . but these buddies have been through many big and small thing with me they know me very well they even knw that i am goin t suffer from another break down this time i might never get up on my feet again and they have been planning outing for me to pool ,pub,nite cycling even to today 03Nov2005 Ocean @ padang but i did not go i tell the his song will make me burst into tears again and they know it so they rather go alone than asking other to accompany them to watch Ou De Yang Reali thankz them for all these thing they have plan for me and time and money wasted on me rather than to their loved 1 if there is next life i wish they will be my Band Of bro's again . and lastlt thankz victor (primary School teacher) he suggest asking me to make a blog to write it out so that i will feel better and continue my journey of life .Thankz for all the thing you all did for me .But i have to say i will wait For you Jasmine i no matter what happen there is always me to guide u through the darkness .I will always be ur Guardian Angel protecting u by ur side

Wei Xiangz
04Nov2005
5.16am

# posted by Wei Xiang | 12:05 PM

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~ Me ~

Name :Chua Wei Xiang
AKA:Jeremiah Chua/Killerjason , W ( Maymmar)

Age : 20

Realtionship:It's Complicated

Education Standard : Currenty Studying In Nanyang Polytechnic School Of Engineering (Manufacturing Engineering)

Job : Freelance IT Related Tech /People Association Youth Movenment

Hobbies & Interestâs: Taking Photo Of Scenery, Youth Event, Concert and even Video Taking

About Me :I am a simple guy, I treat everyone as friends no matter what happen they come to me I will try my best to help them all the way no matter what. To Me Family Come First, Secondly Will be Girlfriend, Thirdly will be True Friends/Real Bro's that is always there when u need help in anything faced in life. Lastly will be Work

Love Ones: To My family I will always look out for problem if it surface and he will try to solve it, Sometime when my mum is sick he will cook porridge for her to eat sometimes my mum is tired of Make Lunch or Dinner I will be the Chief in the house my cooking skill was taught by my Mother & Uncle (mother Side who is a chief in a 6 star Hotel but pass away 3 years ago due to Cancer) thank to them he cook many wonderful dish under their guidance. And for the gal I love most I would normally cook nice breakfast For Her .... Many will be think Xin Fu Ba Haha

Dislike: He dislike people who is not Truthful means when there is a need for you to tell the truth please do so not hiding the truth in your heart and makes it a burden to yourself .He is more like if you got any unhappy about him just tell him he will listen to what you say and he will do something to it .Not those people who have problem with him and always trying to give him trouble .A Fact is always knew by people around you so and thing just say it out no need to be angry about it there .No One IS Perfect In Life ,Everyday Is A Lesson Learn In Life . So those who have work with me or know me what kind of person i am in work and in school. When Comes to Work i am always serious about it as i always have a slogan in his mind "Want To Do Something Do It With All Your Heart, If Not Don't Do ". I work so hard is not for money is for those he Loved and Cared that is my AIM & GOAL in LIFE.

~WishList~

Wish To Find A GF that is willing to shared My/Her happiness and sadness with and willing to Take Care Of her 4Ever
Hope That No more Devastating Impact going to hit me again
Wish that Singapore will be a Happy Country to live in

~Promise~

No Matter What Happen I will Be There To Bring A Smile to your Face and bring you All The Hope I Gather Jus To Give You !.Vivian Chen L.Y .